Most of the blame for this is the media. The media does nasty things to our brain. It makes us think that we have to be skinny to look good, which is what my mind is set on now. I've been nagging myself to work out and do things to get skinnier. I'm not too crazy about starving myself and going on diets, so I just try to stay away from junk food as much as possible. In some cases, because the media shows being skinny is what we need to be is sometimes good because it's getting people to become active, but sometimes people push it over the limits and it just becomes unhealthy. It really goes both ways.
A few years ago, I had the worst fashion. As the years passed, I became more fashionable. Probably because I was watching a lot of shows and the girls were soooo fashionable and pretty. When I see people walk down the street, I can't help but to look at what they're wearing. I try to imagine myself in their clothing and get ideas out of it. It's hard trying to be fashionable though because you end up hating the clothes you got 3 weeks ago and have to get more. Sometimes you have major fashion crisises and don't know what to do. Honestly, I'd rather walk out in a t-shirt and jeans than have to look for what to wear every morning.
The bad thing about wanting to look pretty is that half of your mind is set off on education. I really don't get how pretty people that are fashionable can be smart too. Maybe it's natural or they can just co-op with it, but they are darn lucky. Brains or brawns? What would I choose? Honestly, I would pick brains. Then when I get a good career I can concentrate on my looks. Haha.
Well, I've realized that in actuality.. No one is perfect. Everyone has their flaws and we all just have to learn to love them. Maybe one day, I'll meet someone that will love my flaws and imperfections. I can't say I'm going to stop trying to become perfect because there's always room for change and improvement in life. Feeling beautiful makes you confident, and confidence makes you a stronger person. But.. I'm definitely not going to change who I am. The media doesn't control my life, so it shouldn't control yours either.
Gold cannot be pure, and people cannot be perfect.